I can't describe what seeing A. again did to me... Wow, it's so good just to look at him. Just hearing him sing there without him even knowing I was there was enough, but when my friend denounced my presence and he came to talk to me...

He said he'd come to the café on the Wednesday after school to see me and spend some time with me, but as he says, he's the Knight of Hearts: he makes promises with great intentions of keeping them, but he never manages to fulfil them because something always stops him, and it's not because he doesn't want to.

He told me himself that if I had called him when he was missing, he would have picked up. Now I've learnt my lesson. I'll call him on Wednesday afternoon, around 4pm, and ask if he's really coming. If he doesn't, I'll suggest something for us to do. I want to be there for him more. I want to remind him that he's not alone. Even if I'm not the company he wants... I don't know, he said it was great to see me and that seeing me yesterday gave him strength for today, even if passively. I hope he continues to feel that way... All I want is to see him well, with or without me.

Blessed be.